As if today wasn’t bad enough, I have writer’s block. So much is swimming around in my head that I can’t seem to focus and put my thoughts down on to paper. When I was younger, and I would reach a breaking point, I would write the things that were bothering me down, and then I would look back on the list every so often. What I learned is that most of my worries resolved themselves over time. Today, I am full of stress, worry and disappointment. Maybe I should write it all down –
1) I am in the middle of a somewhat major health crisis.
2) I am going to lose one of my key resources at work if his H1 does not get approved.
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4) A very close friend of mine has gotten herself in some legal trouble, and I am extremely worried about what the outcome will be.
5) I have gained 5 pounds in the last 2 weeks. I am off my marathon training schedule. This is a very important personal goal.
6) I miss my friendship with Canary, but I am still too angry and disappointed in him to do anything about it.
7) It is a VERY big deal to me on both a professional and personal front that my project at work hits its July 1 deadline. I only have control over one piece of a very large puzzle.
8) Things are a mess with Wisconsin Boy because of the whole health situation. I don’t know what to do.